Another few days have gone by
I haven't really been posting lately, because I really dont have all of that much to post about. I mean even right now it has been like 3 days since my last post and I am not sure if I have much to say at all. I havent been up to much
Two of the last 3 days I have not had work. I had those days off and I really did not do anyhting at all constructive. I went to brooke's party which was fun, but I had to do a lot of explaining to people why I do not drink. The party was kind of weird because I really did not know anyone at the party other than Brooke. I am not that great at mingling at parties with people that I have not met before and i also get kind of nervous in these situations. The next day I had my first bad day with my depression in as long as I can remember. I had nothing really to distract me from the depressing state of mind. I could not stop thinking about some things no matter what I tried to do to distract myself. So my mind was pretty much a descent into madness which really sucked big time. The more I didnt want to think about something the more I would think about it.
Yesterday was not as bad as the previous day, because I worked. At work I at least had a way to distract myself from the insanity. I pushed carts in frm the heat for 6 hours which was really miserable. Then there was a small gathering in the of people here which was able to help dstract me from the thoughts in my head.
I also watched some soccer yesterday and Germany did not play all that well for the first half at least, but was able to tie the game up with 10 minutes left and force over time. After the overtime went no where they went into penalty kicks. Germany did very well expecially goalie Jens Lehmann. He was able to stop a couple of the shots and make sure the germans would get through to the semifinals.
Movie of the Day: Jurassic Park, I can remember when i first saw this movie and how much I loved it at the time. It is a definitie must see if you have not already, after all who does not love dinosaurs? Well other than the hardcore christians.
Music of the Day: The Plagiarists, you can look them up on myspace or you could ask to borrow their cd from me. They have a really cool sound that is sort of a combination of a lot of bands. I went to high school with 3 of the band members ad was pretty good friends with them too.
Thats all for now, I have to get ready for work.
Two of the last 3 days I have not had work. I had those days off and I really did not do anyhting at all constructive. I went to brooke's party which was fun, but I had to do a lot of explaining to people why I do not drink. The party was kind of weird because I really did not know anyone at the party other than Brooke. I am not that great at mingling at parties with people that I have not met before and i also get kind of nervous in these situations. The next day I had my first bad day with my depression in as long as I can remember. I had nothing really to distract me from the depressing state of mind. I could not stop thinking about some things no matter what I tried to do to distract myself. So my mind was pretty much a descent into madness which really sucked big time. The more I didnt want to think about something the more I would think about it.
Yesterday was not as bad as the previous day, because I worked. At work I at least had a way to distract myself from the insanity. I pushed carts in frm the heat for 6 hours which was really miserable. Then there was a small gathering in the of people here which was able to help dstract me from the thoughts in my head.
I also watched some soccer yesterday and Germany did not play all that well for the first half at least, but was able to tie the game up with 10 minutes left and force over time. After the overtime went no where they went into penalty kicks. Germany did very well expecially goalie Jens Lehmann. He was able to stop a couple of the shots and make sure the germans would get through to the semifinals.
Movie of the Day: Jurassic Park, I can remember when i first saw this movie and how much I loved it at the time. It is a definitie must see if you have not already, after all who does not love dinosaurs? Well other than the hardcore christians.
Music of the Day: The Plagiarists, you can look them up on myspace or you could ask to borrow their cd from me. They have a really cool sound that is sort of a combination of a lot of bands. I went to high school with 3 of the band members ad was pretty good friends with them too.
Thats all for now, I have to get ready for work.
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