school is quickly approaching

School is coming up on us here at UWEC. We have less than a week before our classes start, and I can't wait for them. I need to have something to take up all of my time during the day other than my thoughts that will only lead to worse depression. I have only had a few bad days during the summer in regard to my depression. The only bad days were during rainy or gloomy days. And I just didnt feel like doing anything at all during those days, but because I have a job I needed to get out and go to work. In fact I think it was the single biggest help with my depression this summer, other than the medication. Well I didnt really wnat to talk aobut my mood that much, but its a little late for that it would appear. I have been feeling lonely all summer, but you know what im used to that by now. I am not sure I would know what to do if I was not lonely. Although I would like to find out. Thats just a random thought to include in here but oh well, people probably already knew that. Oh well I have gone this far, if you don't want to read about my loneliness you should just stop reading now. I am just tired of feeling so alone. I just wish i could find someone to be with. I just want to know what it is like. For those who do not know I have never had a girlfriend and have only been out on a few dates. I have had a few girls who seemed like they were interested, but then suddenly they just stopped responding to me all together. I guess im just too damn repulsize for these girls, maybe its cuz im ugly or at least not very attractive. I just wnat to know if I am doomed to be alone. If I am then I want some sort of signal. I will just give up with girls all together. It is not like I am a hard person to get along with. I guess I just havent found the right girl, but its not like its easy for me to approach girls. If there is one thing that i get nervous doing its tlaking to girls. I know its something that I should have gotten over years ago, I just am always fearing that i am going to say something completely wrong. Well I am done with my rant about my loneliness.
I have not really been doing all that much lately. After tomorrow all of my roommates will be moved in so it will be cool. It will be interesting to see how everything works out. I got my books yesterday, only one of which I had to buy, but they weigh a ton! Oh well I can handle it. Like I said before I woud really like to hve school start so I can get my mind on to other things.
After giving my friends's band a review on my last post one of the band members left me a response which was cool. I hope he liked the review. I love listening to that cd.
For those who have not read my blog that much, because only recently it was added to the note on facebook, I usually include some music and some sort of viewing material that I recommend or dont recommend each day.
Music of the Day: Modern Times----Bob Dylan, I read a review of this album before it came out in Rolling Stone. They were giving it such praise, I really did not think that I could like it as much as I like his older music. I don't quite have th fondness for it like I do for his older stuff, but I do really like it. I just have not listened to it all that much. It is a little bit different of a sound that his classic, but i still like it. Its more blues and jazz than you think of when you hear Bob Dylan, but it is worth listening to even if youre not that big of a Bob Dylan fan.
Movie of the day: Super Troopers. I do not think that I know a single person who has not seen this movie, and with the exception of one person I do not know anyone who did not enjoy it. I will keep the person's identity hidden for his or her safety. I enjoy this movie and am looking forward to seeing Beerfest, although I need to find someone who wants to go see it. Pretty much all of my friends went to it last night when I was at work even though I tried to get them to go some other time. So if you wnat to go see it, let me know.
Thats all for tonight.