The Life of Peter Weck

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

The psychology of my psyche is psychotic

Recently when I have been blogging its been because I have been troubled in some way, but right now I am blogging for the sake of blogging. Some people who might not know me that well should know that I over analyze and over think so much and until recently I had been having trouble getting my brain to shut off even for a little bit. I was able to accomplish that though and I feel like I have been rewarded for it, but also worried a little bit. I am wondering what it means now that I have finally stopped thinking about that thing? have I lost interest? Is it just a natural progression? I guess I am thinking about the fact that I stopped thinking about something. I know its weird trust me. I just dont know what to think of this. I dont want to be moving on I just dont want to be thinking about it.

I have also been thinking about how I am a semi-addictive person. I get sort of addicted to things but not to the extent that other people I know have been. I have been addicted to talking to people, and yes i mean that as more than one. I have also been sort of addicted to internet poker, but I have been very successful with that, winning over $6000 in the past few years. I have been sort of addicted to world of warcraft, but nowhere near what some of my friends have been. I tend to seem to get tired of the things I get addicted to. Some of them turn into just regular hobbies. I guess I dont understand how or why it all happens, but I know that it does. Right now I am waiting to find my next addiction.

I am very excited for baseball!!!! I am glad the twins could pull it off tonight. I am just psyched to have some good sports news to look over every night and even watch when I get a chance. I guess it is time for me to head to bed soon.
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